
| July 2003 | Café Society's Poetry News Update |
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Janet Caldwell
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| Janet Caldwell is a free spirit who has been published in various sites on the web and held a byline in a newspaper in the early 1980s while attending North Texas State University, now known as UNT. She belongs to many literary organizations. Janet has been influenced by writers such as Anne Sexton, Sylvia Plath, Edgar Allen Poe, Bob Dylan, John Lodge & Justin Hayward. She has done volunteer work for the mentally challenged and is an advocate for others. Janet has suffered from manic-depression and relates to the writings of those who have suffered as well. Janet is also a certified optician in the state of Texas, USA and worked full-time for over 20 years in the optical field, fitting eye glasses and contact lenses. Birth Place: Ft. Worth, TX USA Accomplishments: Living life large in spite of the nay-sayers.
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| Poetry L & T: | When and why did you first start writing poetry, Janet? |
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I suppose that I don't actually remember my exact age, however, I was around 12-13 years old when the writing began. Though my first love was music, I played piano and viola in school and sang to every song on the radio. In the early 1980s I attended college and took a course in creative writing. Words have always been important and I found that I could be anyone, in a song or a poem. Anything or anyone but who I really was. So, I would say that I wrote in the beginning as a way of escape. Today, I write to tell the story of what I was escaping from. Child abuse by my late step-dad, drugs, fears and failure. I know that some people read my poetry and believe that is what I am living at the moment. Actually, most of it is recalling, because I want others to know they are not alone in bad situations, no matter their age and maybe I am still working out the demons as well. All in all, I find writing very satisfactory.
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| Poetry L & T: | Who are your favorite poets?
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| Janet: | I am an avid fan of the writings of Anne Sexton, especially her use of metaphors. I find her clever and witty in her use of language, though I am not a fan of the life style that she lived. Another favorite is Sylvia Plath, both women for their honesty and confessional styles. My first book of poetry that I read from cover to cover was The complete works of Edgar Allen Poe. I was about 13 yrs old and mesmerized by his works. Composer and poet Bob Dylan is at the top of my list and in the last year I have read Charles Bukowski's biography and his poetry and have soon become a fan of the work, not the man. There's Dylan Thomas, Jane Cooper and many more that I admire for one reason or another. I love to read and seem to always have a book going whether poetry or another genre. |
| Poetry L & T: | You recently had a book published by AuthorsDen.com "5 degrees to separation". I would like to know more about that; it made history as being the first book published by them... |
| Janet: | I was as shocked as anyone to know that I would be published at all. I believe at the time that the amount of readers that I had was not known to me. Matthew Miller from authorsden.com sent an email and asked me to call him. He made me aware of the reader ship that I had and private emails to him saying that the readers liked my style and Matthew thought that it might be a safe gamble for him to publish a book of poetry by me and to help me as well. I knew about one month before it was announced online at authorsden. There were contracts to be hammered out and seeing as neither one of us had experience in this, it took some time. Attorneys, agreements and to be quite honest, I got the better end of the deal. All that I had to do was write the book, come to an agreement with authorsden and Matthew and his team did all of the work. The worst part for me was learning patience and I did, little by little. Finally, I become so patient that I didn't worry at all about a release date at all. There will be 1,000 copies all signed and numbered in a hard bound book. It's a bit over 200 pages and contains earlier works as well as the new ones. Also, I CO-write with Alan Phillips of authorsden.com and I believe there are around 15 poems in the book by us. We are known as Caldwell Phillips at authorsden.com. Next it's off to California to sign all of the copies and I believe that we will film it with a web-cam for a 'live' book signing. The books can be purchased through authorsden.com. There are a lot of other new and exciting things coming to authorsden. Once my book has sold 1,000 copies, I have another publisher that will buy my contract. At that time the book will be available in stores. This is thanks to Matthew Miller's work in finding publishers to work with authors, known, unknown published or not. More on that later. |
| Poetry L & T: | Much of your poetry has a visceral edge, such as "Daddy," which you posted on AuthorsDen in May. Have you found that poetry can be therapeutic at times of deep emotion, or do you find it can feel almost as painful writing about hurt, as it is to feel it?
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| Janet: | Yes I would agree that a large percentage of my writing does come straight from the gut. That deep-seated, innate feeling leftover from damage done by others and by myself as well. I am not sure if it's therapeutic or not. Sometimes after writing something disturbing and gritty, I sit and cry remembering the episode. Though other times, I move right on and it's like an afterthought, or a dream, nothing really lived by myself. Then there are the times that I feel guilt in writing a piece, though I am being honest like in the poem 'Daddy # 2', I wonder if I am capable of forgiveness. If so, why do I write the horrors of childhood with a vengeance at times. Well, obviously, I have no concrete answer, as I am still working it out. The title to my book comes from the fact that I am obsessed with the number five and have been since about the same age (5). I count to five when I am disturbed, or as a child when I was being abused, I would count to five over and over and finally learn to seperate from the pain. Thank God for friends, family and therapy.
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| Poetry L & T: | Where do you find most of the inspiration for your work?
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| Janet: | Life itself. Such as my Mom dying, my biological Dad dying in prison, my step-dad molesting me and being a psycho throughout my childhood. My marriages, divorces and certainly my children which are a bright spot and inspire me. Mostly they inspire me to live. At times, I can look at an inanimate object and create a story around it such as my last poem called 'Paper People' which I wrote but Alan Phillips titled it for me. I actually flipped through my old address book and began to wonder about the ones that are no longer in my life. The words just flew out of my mind and onto the screen. I rarely write on paper first though there are tidbits, incomplete thoughts and ideas scattered about for a future poem on scraps of paper, canceled checks and envelopes. Unfortunately, I do not find that I write well about flowery, happy, sappy poems. I have a few but they are not my favorites or my best. I do enjoy reading them by others and humorous poetry as well. It's just not my style.
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| Poetry L & T: | When you were interviewed on the AuthorsDen Radio Show, you spoke to several listeners who phoned in. Was that fun to do, or slightly nerve-wracking?
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| Janet: | Well, the first time was very nerve-wracking because I was not used to being interviewed, they had a hard time getting a 'read' on my voice and all kinds of things went wrong in the technical sense. However, Roger Vizi the host of the show quickly calmed my nerves and took up any dead space in the process. The callers were great and put me at ease. The second interview was painless and I actually read a fairly long poem called 'Small Feats' in that interview which can be heard at http://www.authorsden.com/janetcaldwell and simply click on "audio-file".
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| Poetry L & T: | In your bio on AuthorsDen, you mention that you suffer from manic depression, the one which alternates great highs with terrible lows... do you find that this can inspire your poetry at times, making it leap off into interesting new directions? |
| Janet: | Yes, I do suffer from manic depression and find that I am the most creative when mania sets in. My best poems were written during times of mania. However, in the last few months, I have been taking mood stabilizers so that the highs aren't so high and the lows aren't as low. I still experience the up and down, it's just not as severe and to be honest, a couple of times I went off my meds to feel that extreme high and to be creative. I was feeling as though I could not write at all without a bit of mania to get me kick-started. It's still hard and I miss it but I am learning that I can be creative without being a total space cadet. The lows are awful in the sense that you do some strange things during severe mania. I went on shopping sprees that I could not afford, bought anything and everything in sight. It seems as though there is no sense of consequences or remorse during mania, then the down side hits just as hard. I have been so depressed that I didn't bathe for days or get out of bed. I assure you that is not my style, it's the chemicals in my brain that go haywire and without my meds, look out. The sky is the limit, literally. |
| Poetry L & T: | I was intrigued by the innuendos of your poem "Dreamers." Maybe I should not ask who the poem is about, but can you divulge a little more on the story behind this poem? |
| Janet: | Dreamers is actually twofold for me. There is something so satisfying in writing a poem that makes a certain sense to everyone. Most assumed it was about passionate lovers and it was but was my lover human, maybe, maybe not. It was also about the forbidden so I'd better leave it at that.
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| Poetry L & T: | Have you ever written a poem as a satire on someone, or as a kind of revenge? |
| Janet: | Yes I have but I never revealed enough for the general public to know anything about it. The person definitely knew and everyone else just thought 'God, I hope it's not me' or nothing at all.
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| Poetry L & T: | What kinds of modern poetry do you find annoying or boring? |
| Janet: | I am not really into the rap or slam poetry, I'm not even sure what it's called but it seems like rap. However, no matter what style, there is a place for us all. There are plenty of people who don't like my poetry because it can be so disturbing. Funny how they keep reading though. |
| Poetry L & T: | If a fellow poet asked you how to become successful in print or online, what would your reply be? |
| Janet: | Read, read, read. Learn the rules and then break them. Keep writing, it doesn't matter what people say, sometimes they are just jealous, write, write, write and write more. Constructive criticism should be kind with valuable information and should be regarded as such. However if someone just wants to belittle you and never say what a certain piece is lacking, ignore them, don't let it get to you. I know for myself, I was so sensitive in the beginning of my online writing that I was in tears a lot. I have developed thicker skin and can discern when someone is trying to help or just be a jerk. If I had given up when I really was awful, I wouldn't be having this interview with you. |
| Poetry L & T: | What is your main ambition for the future, these days? |
| Janet: | I'd like to have another book of poetry published if it's in the cards for me. I am building a more personal website for myself, still under construction with the URL being http://pages.ivillage.com/jlyjanet/ In the meantime I'll keep writing and I also want to get back to volunteer work. My last round of volunteer work was with the AIDS foundation here in Dallas. The work is rewarding and honestly it bothers me deeply for those less fortunate to not have a hand to hold. We all deserve to be loved. |
| Poetry L & T: | Thank you for the interview, Janet. |
| Janet: | Thank you so much Sara. |
| Dear Poets, Welcome to the July 2003 issue of Poetry Life & Times (For those of you reading this on a mirror site and not poetrylifeandtimes.com, click here).
This month's interview features Janet Caldwell, the poet who made history on AuthorsDen.com, being the first author to have a book published by them.
Featured Poets this month include Richard Zola, Corey Mesler, Ian Thorpe, Jim Dunlap, Greg Braquet, Joshua Michael Stewart, Richard Vallance and Jan Sand.
For the July 2003 Vallance Review, Richard Vallance has reviewed “Blue! ‘Tis the life of heaven... ” by John Keats.
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Richard Vallance reviews sonnets, both classic and modern.
Featured Poets this month include Richard Zola, Corey Mesler, Ian Thorpe, Jim Dunlap, Greg Braquet, Joshua Michael Stewart, Richard Vallance and Jan Sand. Many thanks to all contributors.
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![]() RICHARD ZOLA
Richard Zola is UK based... an interview with him conducted by distinguished Australian poet and novelist Billy Marshall Stoneking can be found at http://www.suite101.com/article.cfm/ zola's website: http://www.richardzola.co.uk |
...closing the door... a chair too...looked...frightened... © Richard Zola |
![]() COREY MESLER with his wife Cheryl Corey Mesler is the owner of Burke’s Book Store, in Memphis, Tennessee, one of the country’s oldest (1875) and best independent bookstores. He has published poetry and fiction in numerous journals including Pindeldyboz, Orchid, Black Dirt, Thema, Mars Hill Review, Poet Lore and others. He is also a book reviewer for The Memphis Commercial Appeal. A short story of his was chosen for the 2002 edition of New Stories from the South: The Year’s Best, edited by Shannon Ravenel, published by Algonquin Books. His first novel, Talk: A Novel in Dialogue appeared in 2002. He is now at work on a collection of linked stories, built from poorly remembered history and bent mythology. Most importantly, he is Toby and Chloe’s dad and Cheryl’s husband.
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PRIVATION © Corey Mesler |
![]() Now, with a multi media studio in the spare bedroom and with the aid of musicians from the band Realistic Hair, actors from an amateur drama group and students from the local college media department he is developing a collection of multi media pieces themed on paganism and the Tarot, called An Ashless Fire. Ian says he is not an adept with the Tarot and has never even had a personal reading done for him but is interested in the things the Arcana represent, their links to the single source of all mythologies and the way they interact in our lives. An Ashless Fire will be published by Kedco Artist Profile Press very soon. Alternatively visit Ian's homepage http://ianthorpe.airtime.co.uk to keep up with progress on the project and learn about the misadventures that will inevitably befall the team.
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STOPOVER (ON THE ROAD TO DAMASCUS) © Ian Thorpe |
![]() JIM DUNLAP (Rhyme Master) Jim is in the Marquis, Who's Who In America and will be in the Marquis Who's Who In The World in it's next edition as well. He is also in the Directory of American Poets and Fiction Writers. His list of publications include "Candelabrum", "Plainsongs" and the "Paris/ Atlantic"; and he is now (or has been) online at "Die Niderngasse", "Poetry Repair Shop", "Midnight Edition" and Poetry Life & Times". He is a resident poet, and an Alpha poet at the Poet's Porch, and has had about six hundred poems published to date. He has been in the Writer's Digest top 100 three times, although he doesn't usually enter their contests any more, as their entry fees have gone out of sight. However, he has decided to send a single poem this time. He is currently the newsletter editor for the Des Moines Area Writers' Network. Jim's website, which included a lot of favorite poems by other writers, as well as his own work, is sadly now defunct, as Netscape discontinued their wonderful sites.netscape and now have a new site which is basically worthless for all practical purposes.
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SEND BACK THE STATUE OF LIBERTY © Jim Dunlap |


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