
| July 2000 | Café Society's Poetry News Update |
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Much of Bob's work deals with the madness of head trauma and mood disorder while always keeping a watchful eye for emotional fulfillment. Bob hopes to use his writing to communicate a message of support to others dealing with this disorder. Bob (also known as Doomwheels in the kite sailing world) maintains a website that features excerpts from 3 books of his poetry: http://www.ravencroft.com/doomwheels/poetry.html (look for a total rebuild in the late summer). Once an extreme sportsman and a business owner, Bob has recently given up house and home to travel to foreign lands on a journey of self renewal. Along the way he has chronicled his experiences in a travel journal that he hopes to edit into book form and share with friends. |
| Poetry L & T: | When did you first start writing poetry, Bob, and why?
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| Bob Childs: | I started writing poetry in my late teens as I traveled across America broken hearted and searching for who-knows-what as young people sometimes do. A seldom interrupted period of silence lasted more than 10 years before I would begin again. After sustaining a head injury caused by a cycling accident, my urge to write ignited and the ensuing madness became the fuel. I would continue to write feverishly for more than 3 years sometimes working (well into the early morning) on 2-3 pieces daily. Writing became a source of therapy for me throughout the difficult years that would follow. |
| Poetry L & T: | You say that the style of your writing was changed by an accident. Do you think it became more serious or morose, or perhaps simply more emotionally intense? |
| Bob Childs: | One interesting symptom of head injury is losing the internal sensor that tells us when and where it is appropriate to say certain things. It can become a situation where nothing is too personal to share in great detail. For someone who writes, this could be a useful tool or an unintentional weapon. I developed my poetry as an instrument to put my thoughts and visions into words. During this period, the happenings in my life were quite out of control. To say nothing about these events and internalize them only made me question if they were really happening at all. The madman doubts his madness. Putting it down on paper in the form of poetry offered me the chance to make it real to myself and to others. It also provided the opportunity to add an artistic twist to an event that could allow me to "make it my own" and gain a little control over those aspects of my life. My writing certainly did become more intense and sometimes graphic. My favorite pieces are those that paint the most gruesome pictures, but they are not intended to shock just for the effect. They are written with complete honesty. Though my poems sometimes use imagery that may appear directed for shock, the images are natural and true to the state of mind in which the pieces were written.
What Would The Neighbors Think? |
| Poetry L & T: | What was the most difficult, or disconcerting aspect of writing in this altered way? |
| Bob Childs: | The years following my accident truly were an intense period for me. Sometimes the writing itself could be rather consuming although the overall experience of writing was positive.
With every piece I labored to crack myself open as if to pour me into a glass to be held up to the light for closer inspection. This constant examination of mind and emotion was relentless and exhausting at times.
On other occasions a piece would give the sensation of writing itself leaving me to wonder for days/weeks about what the real message was. This "guiding of the hand" was nothing spiritual, but came from the part of my mind held prisoner in a demented state. I read them now with better understanding.
Braids On The Wall |
| Poetry L & T: | What message do you hope to communicate to people who read your poetry?
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| Bob Childs: | I hope to send a message to people immersed in the same madness that I lived with, that they are understood and in good company. I found that obtaining information about head trauma was the key to my recovery. By learning to understand my condition, I was able to guide myself to a stronger place. By writing about it, I was able to express my thoughts in a way that I otherwise could not.
As poetry was a part of my recovery, I hope my words can be a message of understanding to those still lost.
This Is The Wild Place |
| Poetry L & T: | You have been travelling in Europe a lot recently. Did you write any poems about some of the countries you've seen, that you would like to share here? |
| Bob Childs: | It has been a little over a year now since I packed everything I own into storage and took off to wander western Europe alone. I have left much behind, but the scenes I have witnessed along my way have been extraordinary.
Throughout my travels I kept a daily journal that I am now editing into book form. This was a new experience for me, and a great way to include others in my journey. I have posted the first 3 chapters on a website just for your readers: http://www.ravencroft.com/doomwheels/aal/amerlost.html
What starts as a travel log, unfolds as a story of self discovery. Training myself to remain constantly aware of my thoughts and my surroundings left me with a thorough narrative of my journey and the memory of countless remarkable moments.
Mother's Tears |
| Poetry L & T: | You have a lot of love poetry on your site, which I have enjoyed reading. Do you consider yourself to be romantic, or someone who wishes to explore the senses through an art form (such as poetry)? |
| Bob Childs: | A romantic? Hmmm, I guess I am guilty of being the saver of little notes and ribbons. The search for love has historically caused me to write in heavy downpours. The book "As do all things" was the first time I was able to write about the highs and lows of love in a single relationship. It was an opportunity to chronicle a relationship from beginning to end detailing the range of emotions we apperceive from love and love lost. Who the book was written about is less important now. I have found love again although I will not write about this one. This is something I will keep for my own.
Settlers Park |
| Poetry L & T: | As a poet with a website, you probably consider the Internet to be useful to poets. In what ways has it helped you? |
| Bob Childs: | In most cases I consider the www to be an unlimited source of information, creativity and self expression. Never before has the average person had access to a media that allows people to connect to the world in such a manner. Artists that would otherwise be seen only by few can use simple tools to display their art to a world of interested viewers. Those not interested can click and pass it by. Personally, it has helped me to connect with people who relate to the things I write about. It has helped to promote my books, but most importantly, I am able to share my works with others and connect with people who inspire and influence me in return. |
| Poetry L & T: | Do you ever see anything in amateur poetry (on newsgroups or websites) that irritates you? |
| Bob Childs: | Who told you that?! (laughing) I admit that I stopped reading newsgroups long ago. I believe they are a wonderful forum for people to share their works and receive critique, but unfortunately the anonymity of the internet too often mutates a few otherwise nice helpful people into the cruel slayers of a young writer's enthusiasm. I call it "small world focus" when a person's opinion becomes so important that they take every opportunity to lash out at others armed with unsolicited censure and protected by obscurity. Sometimes these people have a valid point, but most often their only point is that they are right and you don't belong. A word of thoughtful criticism and encouragement goes much further in my opinion.
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| Poetry L & T: | I have to abandon my journalistic detachment long enough to say - I thorougly agree with you there, Bob... so, on to the next question (not connected to that subject) - Do you ever turn any of your poems into songs? |
| Bob Childs: | I used to write songs long ago while in a band during the 80's, however I don't like many.
I appreciate the use of format often applied to poetry and music, but also value the ability to bend and break those guides. Although I try to explore all different styles of poetry, the free-flowing style that I prefer offers me the chance to say exactly what I mean with few, purposely chosen words unrestricted by verse and rhyme. There are those who can do this with song as well and I am immensely impressed by this talent. It is one I do not possess.
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| Poetry L & T: | As someone who appears to very much enjoy travel and open spaces, do you think that the hectic lifestyle of working in cities could adversely affect a poet's ability to write? |
| Bob Childs: | I doubt it. As people are often my unknowing subjects, I have found plenty to write about while wondering through city streets.
I am quite taken by the people most influenced by city life. Those whose lives are governed by the struggle for survival on the streets (while black suits roll by in Mercedes) intrigue me the most. I find the contrast of the human condition fascinating.
Hauptbahnhof |
| Poetry L & T: | Finally Bob, do you have any advice for young poets who wish to improve their work enough to get published, or established on the Internet? |
| Bob Childs: | I believe the steps to writing well is to know your audience, be original, remain true to yourself, and read as much as you can from other writers to gain insight to steps 1, 2 and 3. Regarding publishing? Well, most writers have experienced the struggle of finding empathetic publishers, but the opportunities do exist. The internet also offers countless possibilities for submission. Great sites such as Poetry Life and Times run by people who support the arts are wonderful forums for developing an audience. My advice? Educate yourself, find your message, and be honest to your readers. For me, it is not about how many people read your words, but how many lives are touched by them. |
| Poetry L & T: | Thank you for the interview, Bob. |
| Bob Childs: | It was a pleasure. Thank you in return for your support now and in the past. |
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Mary Fell © Bob Childs, 11-6-98 Always an arms length away A babe in the hands of stone Unafraid of the wind A Swallow eager to feel the sky Longing for the uncertainty of air to Surround her body like an Island sinking beneath the clouds But no bird flies without wings No island floats on the wind Now her words burn black on my tongue Her touch weighs wet on my skin And I think... How deep a river if I cried one tear For every day that I knew her Now I wonder if I ever really knew her At all. Devotee © Bob Childs, 9-6-99 Even from here I can sense her devotion For hours she has knelt silent on the chapel floor Bruised knees before the virgin She has crawled and cried until she is beyond words Beyond reproach, she is with God Someone as foreign to prayer as I would have Little idea what this means to her I know more of stone than of saints I'm sure that somewhere someone cries for her too On Earth or in Heaven, it is hard to say. Flight #2018 © Bob Childs, 3-2-99 Sitting on the broad, vinyl seats of the airport I try to Sly a peek at the attractive girl sitting across from me Without being noticed. My eyes survey her face in blinks Anticipating the roaming of her own I wonder what it is that has led her here to Board this plane for London She pulls out a picture from her purse and Stumbles awkwardly into a laugh Her face pops and fizzles and she can Hardly release her gaze to Place it back into her bag Now her secret is known Clear as the grin still wired on her lips… She is in love! Through the Eyes of Children © Bob Childs 10-13-98 The dusty road behind our house Led to the old miner's graveyard where We used to play as kids An afternoon's hike would lead us to New adventure amongst the Fallen markers of stone Broken and strewn about Once carefully laid for some Now forgotten soul How odd it was to have walked up on Another living being on that late summer day The irreverent red of their sports car was Almost an insult to the spirituality of this place She sat leaning back across the hood as he Lifted her skirt up to her hips She wriggled a little and locked her legs Around his waist as he pressed Himself into her Shocked and fixated by this Shameful act of adulthood We watched petrified like fossils from Behind the fence as he Engulfed her with his mouth We spied from far enough away that We would not be spotted but Not so far that we could not hear Her belly moaning and calling out It would be many years later before I would understand what she meant by "Please, please stop!" To read more of Bob's poetry Click here To contact him, email: shhhnotalk@ravencroft.com |
| Dear Poets, This issue features an interview with poet and sport kiting expert Bob Childs, AKA Doomwheels, who has recently updated his websites with details of his new books, published by Shhh No Talking. There is also a review of Andrew Belsey's new chapbook, Four Line Poems, after the Featured Poets section.
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Featured poets this month include Neil Ray, Charlotte Mair, Ward Kelley and Jan Sand. I recently received a leaflet from the Capricorn International Poetry and Short Story Competition organizers, regarding the July 2000 competition, ending on the 31st July - just in time to announce it in this issue. You can find the details at the end of the page, just above the Readers' Letters section. Any comments on this issue or back issues can be emailed to me on the link at the bottom of the page. Please indicate whether you would like such comments to be included in the Letters section. Any poetry submissions should be in plain text in the body of an email, with a small jpeg picture attached, also a bio, preferably with the URLs of any ezines mentioned, so that they can be shown as links. This will increase chances of inclusion, especially if a submission is sent late in the month, as it saves me time to get a picture and bio at the same time. Further submission guidelines are available on request. Best Regards, |

Featured poets this month include Neil Ray, Ward Kelley, Charlotte Mair and Jan Sand.
Neil Ray sometimes writes prose poems that run on without carriage returns, as in "Moonlight On The Moccasin Run" (one of my favourites of his poems).
Many thanks to all contributors.
NEIL RAY
Neil has a member of the Writer's Ink Guild since 1994, and is the editor of the Guild's newsletter, The Ink Pad. The newsletter has been in publication for the last three years, and is currently up to 750 copies, per issue.
Neil Ray has been published in numerous anthologies: Meditations (Iliad Press, 1994), A Tapestry of Thoughts (Watermark Press, 1995), Homecoming (Old Mountain Press, 1999) and the local newspaper, Fayetteville Observer-Times. He currently has a chapbook out, "Quest…of the Plebeians" (FlamingHeart Productions, 1999). He has conducted workshops for the North Carolina Poetry Society, Poetry to the People, and several workshops at Hoke County Senior High, (Mrs. Timmins, Senior English), and at West Hoke Middle School, (Ms. Fazzio, Ms. Phillips, Ms. Curtis, Ms. Cannon, 8th grade English), Ms. Archambeau (7th grade English), and Ms. Byrd (6th grade English).
He is the host of two open mike events in Fayetteville. "Java Jams" every Sunday night at the Coffee Scene, and "Poetic Expressions" every first Friday of the month, at Artistic X-pressions. Both located in Westwood Shopping Center. He will be hosting a new children's open mike event at Barnes and Noble, on the first Thursday of each month, and was requested by the North Carolina Poetry Society, to assist in the Awards Day presentations in May. He is the champion of the Fayetteville 2000 Poetry Slam Season. Neil is also the in coming chairman of The Membership Development and Projects Committee for the North Carolina Poetry Society.
Says Neil: "...Although, I have no teaching background or certificates to say such. All of my school workshops have come at the request of the teachers themselves, after witnessing my performances at the open mikes, or some other literary event. I truly enjoy working with the kids, because, I can see something special burning in their eyes, during the presentation of the workshop, but it is the poetry writing at the end, that gives them the greatest pleasure. That makes it all worthwhile."
Was there not a place called "Eden"? Did not someone
No longer are the voices familiar, but they are distant.
A Child's Room
Soothing sweet nectar flows
Clear deep pools reflect
The large two story farmhouse had ninety-five years
Her moccasin covered feet slapped lightly on the
A late blooming flower child of the sixties, she had returned
She could acknowledge that her life had gone full
Shadows danced on the living room walls, to a
The graying embers popped and hissed, as she stroked them
A log is placed on the fire, and she returns to the Victorian sofa,
Tonight, as with so many nights before, they are loyal
Ten years after the fact, she could confidently admit that
There will be no knocks at the door this evening, unless perhaps,
Later, as the moon and snow compliment each others presence
She will share a place with two old friends, snuggled tightly in a
She is a former singer-musician ; born of Irish decent
family named Coughlan , February 14/49, presently residing on the lower
mainland of British Columbia, Canada.
Always a fighter and very passionate by nature, she has never
allowed her lifes circumstances to pull her down. It is in fact
lifes journeys and episodes that have inspired this writer not
to give up and to make known her love of life through her writing and
poetic endeavors.
In a period of two years almost 100 poems have been in various hard copy
Antholigies, Newsletters, Newpapers and many websites in United Kingdom,
Ireland and across the United States.
ANTHOLOGIES:
NEWSLETTERS:
Wildlife Rescue Association of British
NEWSPAPER:
WEBSITES
- Published on multilpe Websites including Canada & United States, Britain & Ireland - 1999 & 2000:
SELF-PUBLISHED CHAPBOOK:
HONORABLE MENTIONS:
BOOK REVIEWS:
TELEVISION INTERVIEW:
And
Know that
He was the music on the ocean of life,
Alas, a sweet song eludes the tongue.
Sun swelters on new day dawn in shanty town WARD KELLEY
POEMS IN PRINT
there is a foreign thrust to these little
proper recipient for these little bugs,
my tiny friends and bring them quickly
or seeds, yes seeds, across the furrows
sprout and expand their leaves or words
no, it's true, it's true, for each and every
identity of my dual nature of a gusher.
The Very Fiber
My thoughts say yes, my spirit
there is no help, no eye,
to be is to
I am
too
now.
ways that are not readily real
importance from the wheat fields
impression or opinion, then conclude
events and instead seeks out repetition
In this way I am a thief who remarks
for I will always be a thief, one who
appear to find quite easily.
Recently Jan was published by Kedco Studios Artist Profile Press, on their latest CD ROM e-book, "A Way With Words (Poetry Real and Surreal), which also includes complete books by Dale Houstman, Sara L. Russell and Keith Gabriel Hendricks. Jan's illustrated book on the CD is called "Wild Figments And Odd Conjectures", which is also sold separately, in a limited-edition "single" CD.
To see an illustrated article about Jan's poems, visit the November '98 issue of Poetry Life & Times, and scroll down past the Editor's Letter.
AFLOAT
It was Shem who lost the unicorns.
The dragons simply were too huge.
The dinosaurs bent the bars on their cages.
And there were those frightful things from outer space.
Finally, that's the way it goes. The work is lighter.
"A COLLECTION OF FOUR-LINE POEMS"
By Andrew Belsey
Published by The Llwynywll Press, Cardiff.
The subjects of the poems include love, sex, death, time, joy and sadness. He compresses these subjects into four lines, always rhyming, often using the rhyme to add extra bite to the wry, sometimes dark humour and wit of the poems.
Here are a couple of examples that particularly amused me:
If you want to be a poet
Keep away from Russian girls,
(With apologies to our women readers in the Ukraine.)
Andrew Belsey was born in 1942 in Hilton on the edge of the East Anglian fenlands. He has lived in Kent, London, Newcastle upon Tyne, Leamington Spa, Cambridge and Cardiff, where, since 1973, he has taught philosophy at Cardiff University.
Andrew Belsey's poems have appeared in a number of print and electronic journals, along with two booklets, Anaximander (Outposts Publications, 1974) and The Weeping Universe (Llwynywll Press, 2000).
Anyone interested in buying this chapbook can contact Andrew Belsey at this email address:
...to find out his mailing address for cheques or International Money Orders. The book will be sent by return of post and will take approximately one week to arrive if sent to the USA from Wales, or a couple of days in the UK.

Neil Ray
is 44 years old, and lives in Fayetteville, North Carolina. He is married and has two children. He currently works in the floral industry, as a floral wholesaler. He graduated from Terry Sanford Senior High School in 1974. He attended Richmond Technical Institute, for one year, and then joined the US Air Force. He left the Air Force in 1979, and has recently worked at several jobs, until his current position, which he has held for the last seven years.Moonlight On the Mocassin Run
Neil D. Ray Copyright 1996
(Published in the Writer's Ink Guild Anthology, Homecoming, (Old
Mountain Press, 1999)
The message reads clear upon the diamond studded waters of Lake Boratone. The promise foretold by
prophets are now whispers. Its aromatic breath bows marshgrass and waterlillies. The exotic dance
of fireflies are performed in shadows, held in the grasp of mist blue fingers. While the symphony
of cricket, toad, and nightbird, beguile the twisting currents moving through the shallows.
Lovers cascade silhouettes upon heartbeats that lap a cappella to cuddling shores. Passion had a
fragrance of jasmine and a color of smoke blue. Omnipotent are these over splendid auras and
palliates of emotions. Here you will find the imagination of lovers and fools, sufficiently cloaked
under the spell of a gypsy moon. And they receive the blessings of a thousand crane, who have
reserved the priviledge of speaking with God, personally.
Deliverance
Neil D. Ray Copyright 1996
The baying of hounds penetrates the darkness--filling its air.
A short respite concludes with the resignation of this sanctuary.
Unseen hands grasp souvenirs of flesh and blood, while
unstable legs traverse a treacherous path, winding endlessly
across cerebral landscapes, which was
at one time fertile ground.
Short, painful breaths, in continual rhythm, accompany the
dipping and dodging of swiftly moving shadows.
Eyes gaze into the vast mystery seeking a reference point.
Yet, not one star is willing to expose
its celestial beacon, to one who desires to be lost,
but prays to be found.
speak of Utopia, or was it heaven in a foreign tongue?
Was not the grass green? The sun warm and bright?
The water cool and the earth young?
Who spoke of these things? Where are they now?
What became of Camelot?
For there is nothing to bound the beast, nor the system
which so amorously nurtured its development.
Its ravenous appetite devours all resemblance of
those memories and their fragile elements.
Leaving only scraps. Tiny remnants of life
as it was and was not.
A bittersweet salvation to nocturnal ambitions.
Oh, to dream again, far from the confines of that
melancholy room and its perverted isolation.
To be awakened by subtle fragrances, that knock before
sliding beneath the painted door.
A silver, gray curtain rises slowly above the horizontal stage,
and the revelations of one hundred or just one;
Have come and gone a natural course, leaving
a trail littered with numerous questions.
While all evidence concerning that existence, were lost
in currents of briskly flowing water.
Neil D. Ray Copyright 1996
Lay down gently on the bed, face buried deep
in a pillow, that still carries the fragrance.
It adds substance to the weight of emotions,
pressed tight against the covers, while hands
clutch to hold on. Toys, books, furniture are
in silent lament, of one who's existence is now
a spirit, moving in the walls, looking down from
the ceiling, walking softly across the floor. A
soul finds peace in prayers, whispered like a
breeze through an open window. And the door
closed and locked, is always open to hearts that
love and remember.
When She Comes Around
Neil D. Ray Copyright 1997
Subtle innocence radiates from her face,
as waves rolling gently to vagabond shores
Tiny ships sail in these emotional seas
before slipping into secluded coves
to anchor deep.
from raspberry petals to procreate rivers and streams
coursing over Sunday afternoon dreams,
We drift on golden sprayed lakes, as darkness descends
singing evening serenades
sentimental notions of romantic castaways,
portioned one touch away from paradise.
There beneath the waterfall, cascading its blessings,
is pure salvation.
Sunday Morning
Neil D. Ray Copyright 1999
As the sun rose slowly above the trees,
white in the sky.
You understood it to be a new beginning.
Today, you are not concerned about food or dress.
You do not require the assistance of others.
Preparations for this journey begun long before the arrival of this star.
You gather nothing.
You bear no fear.
You do not tarry with time,
and its insignificance.
You step onto this road,
that you have built with faith and love,
bound for a place that is eternal.
Accepting your position in the heavens,
you will watch us compose our own destinies.
No longer weary.
No longer troubled
You are at peace,
held within the sweet embrace,
of he who creates all things magnificent.
And you take your leave
as the sun rises into the sky.
In Loving Memory of My Grandmother - Bernice Melvin (1904-1999)
V
Neil D. Ray Copyright 1999
I write alluring poetry for you, past the kissing hour.
From the depths of shadows emerge passionate phrases.
Emphatic emotions refreshing dew for a morning flower
Escalating visions perpetuate erotic hearts in exotic places.
Daylight emancipates caricatures to tease and frustrate senses
I am enticed by their tempestuous dance onto a simple floor
The embrace reflective of impassioned lovers, amorous acquaintances.
A kiss sweet aphrodisia, our palliates yearning for more
I introduce your name to the wind, and pray it conveys my message.
It is privilege to elements responding to the essence in the quill
Thus again, I have given life to a romantic passage.
As the parent encourages the child to do his will
I affectionately return to the page again and again
I make love to you with each stroke of my pen.
XIV
Neil D. Ray Copyright 1999
From her balcony, she laid still every frantic spirit
Dancing upon the twisting, stage beneath her.
A sensuous muse streams effortlessly from her fingertips
Giving life to her world, with sincere, passionate strokes.
Who would ever suspect God to be a woman,
Living downtown in a third floor apartment where
The players and the preachers, the socialites and the serfs,
Are manifested in frames, of oil, water, and paste.
She sips a vintage Chardonnay, which was given
By a lover, that she accepts on occasion.
Even now, he comes bearing gifts of affection
That must endure as memories until his return.
Unless she can capture him upon the canvas.
Thus suspending him to this place.
Nights Like This
Neil D. Ray Copyright 1999
The snow decorated the Delaware countryside with an
icing frosty white, and the dark gray pan promised more
from the baker's hands.
of stories in its walls, and the painful ones made
its bones, creak and moan.
hardwood floor, then muffled skips across that
old sun flower printed rug.
to ancestral haunts, sojourned by the specters of death,
taxes and no where else to go.
circle at least three times, the evidence seen in glossy
eight by tens, of color and black and white.
melody played by flickering candles, four beats
hard....four beats soft.
to life, with the long, black poker; while enjoying the feel of its
handle in her hand.
where two white Persians, prowl for a place to lounge or
just to be cuddled.
and affectionate surrogates, for hearts drifting easily as the
wind driven flakes, twisting past her window.
Colombian Red and homemade wine, was a splendid aphrodisiac or
a soothing sedative....depending on the need.
the wind attempting to gain entrance....with its icy face pressed
hard against the window panes.
in an illustrious promenade, and the large dark house begins
to speak through shadows,
heavy, patch quilt made by her great-grandmother, and so
perfect for nights like this.

CHARLOTTE GAI MAIR
is one of David Jackson's editors at Artvilla, and has designed and maintained Web pages for
Elisha Porat, Charlotte's Web, Shoptillyadrop Virtual Mall, BarNone
Coffeehouse.
Poetic Voices of America - Sparrowgrass Poetry Forum
W. Virginia, USA - 1999 *ISBN 0-923242-64-3
Crossroads - Iliad Press
Sterling Heights - MI, USA - 1999
Feelings - Cader Publishing
Sterling Heights - MI, USA - 1999 *ISBN 1-885206-69-0
President's Recognition for Literary
Excellence, MI, USA - 2000
No Love Lost - Hidden Brook Press
Toronto, Ontario, CD - 1999
No Love Lost II - Hidden Brook Press
Toronto, Ontario CD - 2000
The Open Window - Hidden Brook Press
Toronto, Ontario, CD - 1999 *ISBN 0-9699598-4-2
The Open Window II - Hidden Brook Press
Toronto, Ontario, CD - 2000
Illuminations lll - Hidden Brook Press
Toronto, Ontario, CD - 1999
Cherished Poems of the Western World
- Famous Poets
Hollywood, Ca, USA - /99 * ISBN 0-96414989
Columbia
Burnaby, BC, CD - 1999 * ISSN 1188-5106
Poemata - The Canadian Poetry Association
Toronto, Ontario - 1999 * ISSN 1203-6595
Choices
Toronto, Ontario - 1999 * 107-3295-11
Dublin Writer's Workshop, - Ireland
Deep Underground - Alternative Poetry Site, U.K
Poetry Repair - United States
Lady In The Lake - Los Angelos, U.S.A.
Above Ground Testing - Trenton, Ontario, Canada
Survivor's Poetry Site
The First Fifty Years.
Authored and illustrated by Charlotte Gai Mair,
Published by Charlotte Mair @ Hidden Brook Press,
412 - 701 King Street West, Toronto, Ontario, Canada -
1999
The Reflection - The Spring 1998 Iliad Literary Awards
Program
Peace - The 1998 Nature Awards Program
Message in the Sand - The 1998 Browning Awards Program
Forget Me Not - The 1998 Longfellow Awards Program
The First Fifty Years - Chapbook Competition 1998
David Ingram - Channel 4 Talk Show Host, Book Reviewer
*1999
Ward Kelley - Writer - Indianapolis , USA *2000
People's Poetry Newsletter - Toronto, Canada *2000
Recently-written Book review for Elisha Porat:
http://www.artvilla.com/mair/poratrvw.htm
Mike McCardell - Newsreporter, BCTV News, Channel 8,
Burnaby, BC *1999 Ahhhh Life
© Charlotte Gai Mair
When life becomes the Springer show
guess its time to turn the channel
on that little square box
meditate
voice your opinion within
gather
waste no time
running down lost highways
that's where you lost your way
to begin with
Look into the light
when you see the Jones
standing at the gates
and you will
all the tea in you know where
wont buy peace from you know who
and that grand old house
might as well be a shack
for it creaks and moans
and leaks and groans
of self-indulged poison
and that Lotus
is nothin' but ol' tin Lizzy
putt - puttin' down the streets
of
greed and want.
Tunesmith
© Charlotte Gai Mair
When the day was young,
the song flowed freely from her lips.
In heart a fragile rose did bloom.
Befall the angry rapids, swept by love,
to steal a kiss of freedoms song from June.
whispering on the wind to be, he was the wind,
a feather floating along the lea of completeness;
A distant cloud of dust, an endless entity.
Echoing songs now haunt a summer gone.
A cloud of autumn mist has carried the tunesmith
and stilled the ear for the lost arias song.
In Dreams or Wake?
© Charlotte Gai Mair
Riding riding
Galloping swiftly through the hollowness
the vastness of my missing you
My steed is strong and swift gallant in his fight
Still
reflecting armor blinds my way
groping find my way?
I call upon sanctioned rays of light
to stop this gripping motion
Stop demons tearing at my cloak
wearing at my cloak, daring me take will
as
Seas
roar connotations
I war this pearl-scaled rogue
Steal away from fire steal away
Save this weakened maiden's heart from night.
Skid Row Dance
© Charlotte Gai Mair
Wrinkled, jaundiced hands, clutch old brown bags
slinking down streets in timeworn linen
reeking absorbed old royal white
greasy hair, half balding, missing teeth
glassy hollow eyes stare straight
onlookers glare distrust in humankind
homeless nomads in gaunt spectacle beg
while bustling traffic screeches
horns onslaught shatter hush
dowdy coat of grey, tattered, smelling of musty dust
scraggily wire-haired terrier, barks to acknowledge lost trust
while government liquor stores summon
beckon him towards his quest, his lust
he should move on, a bench to lay for now
to rest his dizzy, dry mouth, floating expectations of royally white
no angels halo him in rest
flashing cherry red
paddy wagons, slowly edge
men in blue, strutting cocky muscles
nab old sots
in self-preservation
flailing wildly
as billy club downs old sot drops
sirens howl
jungle skid dance is over for now
till sober release form the old hoosegow!

is a 49 year old business executive with 3,600 people in the
division reporting to him. In a sense, he maintains that the daimon
that propels his occupation also propels his poetry. He tells me: "Gertrude
Stein once said, "If Mr. Robert Frost is at all good as a poet, it is because
he is a farmer -- really in his mind a farmer, I mean."
"Am I a businessman who writes poetry, or a very minor poet successful at
business? Who knows? But my daimon propelled me into such a good financial
position that I could now quit my business dealings and comfortably write
poetry the rest of my life . . . yet I am afraid to quit for fear my daimon
will leave me, or my greed will taunt me for decades."
Formerly Ward managed distribution centers in Pennsylvania, Ohio, California,
Arizona and Illinois. He now lives with his wife outside of Indianapolis and is
currently toiling with much determination on their second crop of children,
having adopted four wonderful girls and fostered several others.
Ward is new to publishing his work, but he has been fortunate enough
to enjoy some initial successes, and has published 398 pieces since late '96.
Current successes are: being nominated for the 1999 Pushcart;
completing an interview with Israeli poet Elisha Porat (1996 winner of the
Prime Minister Prize for Literature); being accepted by Rattle for the second
time; Sunstone, Porcupine Literary Magazine; the Ezines Pif, 2River View,
Oblique and Offcourse; and by print magazines Potpourri and Skylark -- each
for the third time. He was also selected as the Featured Poet by the Ezine
Seeker, and the Canadian Ezine, Pyrowords.
OTHER LINKS
Abraxis
Ariga
The Astrophysicist's Partner Speaks
Calliope
NOVELS
Two novels, "Divine Murder" and "Keenly Alive, Tony,"
are represented by The Sternig & Byrne Literary Agency
Of the 398 published pieces, some have found their way into:
The GSU Review
Limestone
The Listening Eye
The Lucid Stone
Mad Poets Review
The Old Red Kimono
Porcupine Literary Magazine
Potpourri
Rattle
River King
Skylark
Sulphur River Review
Sunstone
Busily Boiling
© Ward Kelley
Gushers, like an effusion of sunlight,
explosions of mirth, or the unexpected
support from an adversary, penetrate
the brain as willfully as a virus . . .
germs that come busily boiling the
already rippling waters of my mind . . .
my mind, my mind, now there is the
and I have prepared for this onslaught
all my past lives; so I am ready for
their ministrations, indeed I welcome
inside where I can dissect their miniscule
alien minds, and there I find the kernels
that I can roll like nearly invisible marbles,
of my brain more like the plowing of
a page, a page, the pure expanse of
whiteness, of snow, where my little friends
who go creeping outward, spreading across
my purity, for I am, you know, as innocent
of death as any newborn, any fetus; no,
virus can tell you how a fascination
with suicide can only take root in total
disregard for death, and this then is the
Artist's note:
Sylvia Plath (1931-1963) American poet, published her first poem at the age
of eight. Suicidal from a young age, she endured, at various times,
electroshock and psychotherapy. She married the poet Ted Hughes, who went on
to become England's poet laureate. The marriage lasted seven years, but
failed when Hughes left her for another woman. Months later, Plath killed
herself with cooking gas. In a macabre twist of irony, the woman for whom
Hughes left Plath also gassed herself to death. Another poet-suicide, Anne
Sexton, wrote of frequent drinking dates at the Ritz with Plath: "Often, very
often, Sylvia and I would talk at length about our first suicides; at length,
in detail, and in depth between the free potato chips. Suicide is, after
all, the opposite of a poem."
© Ward Kelley
I cannot seem to bring my body
to the yes . . . what is there about
this conspiracy of atoms that denies
the embracing of the yes?
yearns to absorb the yes, but
the very fiber of my heart
pushes, pushes it away . . .
no pill strong enough
to make my body
see how the way
not be.
No, no,
it says,
much
me
right
now,
Artist's note:
Joseph Campbell (1904-1987) writes of a trip to India where he sought out the
celebrated Hindu teacher, Sri Krishna Menon: "The teacher in this tradition
always answers questions. He doesn't tell you anything you are not yet ready
to hear. So I said, Yes, I have a question. Since in Hindu thinking
everything in the universe is a manifestation of divinity itself, how should
we say no to anything in the world? How should we say no to brutality, to
stupidity, to vulgarity, to thoughtlessness? And he answered, 'For me and
for you -- the way is to say yes'."
Laboring in the Fields
© Ward Kelley
The memory of the soul is acute,
but not the same as the memory
of the mind; the two divulge in
or apparent to our own wisdom
who seeks to sift seeds of some
of our lives. The mind might try
to recall an event to support some
here is a truth -- see the event shows
us how I am correct; the soul discounts
of similar behaviors then concludes --
see, I am still me, or I am always me.
at great luck or fortunate possessions,
but in the end will go to some other jail,
invents complex schemes to seek out
then grab the same seeds that others

Self-portrait by Jan Sand
DUETS WITH THE DEAD
© Jan Sand
I hear their small melodies
Against the velvet black
Of early morning hours.
They orchestrate the undulations
Of the hiss of rustling leaves.
Sussurating tires on long and lonely highway drives
Resonate with their songs.
Their voices rise in my own throat
To hear the rising past,
Of places and events long gone.
Sizzling thunderstorms that dropped their rains,
Walked with flashing growls through the sky
While my mother and my father
And I stood in wait beneath the street awning of a store.
The monochirps of a baby sparrow
Couched upon a bed of cotton
In a blue striped kitchen bowl.
It prospered there to fly beneath a wall tapestry
And, rescued again, paused upon the precipice
Of our windowsill before its flight
Into the forever of the past.
These and other songs sing faintly
From fortunate silences and my songs respond.
TWENTY FOUR HOURS
© Jan Sand
The points of stars
Carve the universe into my brain.
The white ball moon
Rolls across the pin pierced night.
The stage of Earth
Rocks to tip this dark wonder
To the Sun
That, like an angry housewife
Scours away the black to blue.
Steam puff clouds browse
Across the sterile sky
And fall in bloody crash
To dark horizon
To be hid beneath black shroud.
THE CARE AND FEEDING OF POEMS
© Jan Sand
The phrase leaks out from
The miasma of my thoughts,
Bubbles up from roiling images
Which beset my mind.
Written down, it wriggles,
Captured like a worm
Imprisoned in a petri dish.
Like DNA it seeks components
To link, to extend.
I try to nourish it with odd ideas.
Sometimes it sickens,
Sometimes it dies
When it finds my offerings
Indigestible.
The best of them are voracious,
Devouring everything in reach,
Growing rhymes like warts,
Howling, stamping their feet
In relentless rhythms.
Sometimes they bite.
In the end, the healthy ones
Walk away without a backward glance.
© Jan Sand
Cold, I am, and bloody tired
To shovel shit and hay and fruit
That these seasick beasts may be inspired
To live and multiply, to graze and root
In the world when dried.
Many came. Many died.
They were so shy. They lived exclusively on grapes.
He is imperious, like most first borns.
And he must have his wines. And then there were the apes.
Those Neanderthals - we thought of them as beasts;
They were not circumcised. They made good leopard feasts.
Their weight had caused the boat to list.
And with that wind and this deluge
We tossed them overboard. They won't be missed.
Japheth did in the flying pigs. They were treyf.
Noah's screams were loud enough to make me deaf.
They ate a lot, and how they stank!
Growling, roaring, they'd bite each other in their rages.
They were too much trouble , to be frank.
Rattling their chains, breaking leg irons,
We gave up and fed them to the lions.
They almost seemed intelligent, they spoke,
But not Aramaic, just gabble. Their dispatch was no disgrace.
And, also, we lost the elves, fairies, gnomes - all little folk.
I just barely saved the dodo, and the passenger pigeon.
We all prayed, but there are limits to religion.
The rain drums on. The wives are bored to tears.
Noah keeps us in line. Discipline is tighter.
He sings funny songs, quiets down our fears,
Assures us all it will be over soon.
I miss the Sun and yearn to see the Moon.
ISBN 1-873840-00-4

Andrew Belsey was kind enough recently to send me a complimentary copy of this book, after I featured some of the four-line poems in a recent issue of Poetry Life & Times. I enjoyed reading it; it is a light-hearted book that one can dip into at random, opening it at any page - and find something amusing.
It was the humour I enjoyed most of all, as someone who uses rhyme and metre in humorous poems myself, I was impressed.
HOPE FOR US ALL
The book was written during the years 1962 to 1999 and contains some touching and amusing snapshots of a life.
But you haven't got the talent,
Put your soul down on paper -
It's a failure, true, but gallant.
INTERNATIONAL RELATIONS
Russian girls have got big bums,
Never tangle with Tamara
For Tamara never comes.
If you like the poetry and stories of the eminent Israeli poet Elisah Porat, as I do, you will enjoy browsing through these links, which are some of the best places to find his work...
http://bostonreview.mit.edu/BR25.2/contents.html
Anyone wishing to receive (or contribute poetry to) this very informative newsletter can contact Neil Ray on
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http://www.geocities.com/Athens/6915/Elishacover.htm
http://www.geocities.com/~poetryrepairs/toc.html
http://www.tomifobia.com/lcc1.html
http://www.tomifobia.com/lcc1.html
http://www.poetshaven.com/poetry/134.shtml
http://www.sonatapub.com/porat.htm
http://www.the-manhattanite.com/2jews3immigrants_porat.htm
http://home.flash.net/~unlikely/porat.html
http://www.pifmagazine.com/2000/06/
http://hebrew.about.com/homework/hebrew/gi/dynamic/offsite.htm?site=http://artvilla.com/porat/
http://www.aceonline.com.au/~db/downunder/poems_20/elisha_babbles.html
http://lib.haifa.ac.il/www/subj/hebrew_lit/hebrew.html
poetnewsNov99.html
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NEIL RAY (a Featured Poet this month)
is Edtitor of THE INK PAD literary newsletter of The Writers' Ink Guild, in association with The Fayetville/Cumberland County Arts Council, Inc.
- or find them online at http://www.theartscouncil.com/writersink/index.html
THE CAPRICORN INTERNATIONAL POETRY AND SHORT STORY COMPETITION 2000
Theme: An original Poem or Short Story.
Closing Date: 31st July 2000
1ST PRIZE: £100 AND PUBLICATION IN AN ANTHOLOGY
2ND & 3RD PRIZES: PUBLICATION IN AN ANTHOLOGY
Plus five additional runners-up prizes of publication in an anthology in the poetry category.
Entry Fee: £3.00 Sterling (cheque - or money order outside UK)
There is no limit to the number of entries submitted, provided each one is accompanied by the correct entry fee. Poems and short stories should be titled but not bear the author's name, that should be sent on a separate piece of paper with the author's address and list of titles. Entries may be typed or hand-written (provided they are legible. Cheques/money orders should be made out to The Capricorn International Poetry and Short Story Competition. Winners will be notified by 31st October, 2000.
Send entries, with the appropriate entry fee, to:
Deborah Tutton,
...Find it at http://www.donmciver.freeservers.com/.
Don McIver was also one of the Poets Of The Week on the Poetry Super Highway for the week June 26th-July 3rd - congratulations, Don!
No restriction to style, content or length.
All winners will have their work published in an anthology and receive a complimentary copy.
per poem or short story, £1.00 4th poem and/or story and beyond
The Capricorn International Poetry and Short Story Competition,
17, West Lea Road,
Weston,
Bath BA1 3RL
England.

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Pinky, Wonderful! A British poetry website that communicates what the writer feels and makes me think and develop my own ideas. After all, poetry is really a branch of entertainment and we must connect with our audience. Loads of people are keen tell me how clever they are, mostly corporate executives. I don't need poets to do it. One thing though. Inspiration in Croydon? Oh well, I suppose inspiration is a very personal thing.
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