AFTER THE CAVE, THE COMET

After the Cave, the Comet. 2004 
Collected Poems
Robin Ouzman Hislop
Editor Poetry Life and Times ISSN 1752-3265
Published Poetry Life and Times 2007
Copyright Robin Ouzman Hislop
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Part 1


House of Marsh
House of Dolls
Riding the Beast
Karma
Full Bleed from the Milk
Diamonds for the Feast




House of Marsh.


(1)

i.

Baltic waves break cold & grey
on a Danish sea - Danu.

(When first I kissed
the rose’s blush,
how then were I to know
that rose & lips would turn
    to clay & stone
along with the falling snow.)

Night into solstice,
dawn crepuscular,
a full moon netting
frost through vapours.

Frozen tears in the breeze,
years fold like strangers shaking hands.

A mocking bird sings on in plaintiff note
to the sealed shadows always sought
yet never released.

ii.

Opaque dolls’ eyes reply with fixed smiles, 
silver birch hang their flails in windows, spiked.
Reeds lead down to the mire’s briar
tangled with sprites guarding its dead.
A splintered plank hut
jabs & juts in foray at intrusion of hunters.

iii.

Dark ice swamps the stubble fields.
In the Yule barn a taxidermist gannet
swoops from rafters & a sow’s eyes,
pale in watery blue, twinkle in porcelain.

iv.

The solstice grunts turning a glinting sun
through the pines into a brutal dawn.
Fireworks emblazon the garden territories.

v.

Give me a hut of the mountain
with axe, fresh water & lantern,
where the deer & the cattle roam
& children flutter like the butterfly,
helplessly but happily. Are we
no more the children of the sun
with daughters of the moon
to confine us to our doom. 

vi.

A rose is a rose
His eyes are black as coals
The sun is his dream I suppose,
The water flows around
Upon the lonesome ground
Where the great snowman lies bled.

Puppets play the scene
As best you can
Strings are pulled in the wizard
Star theatre & the light of the day
Is the night inside the masquerade parade

Words recalled,
now refrains, hollow,
as wind in the reeds,
amongst wind, on parade.


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House of Dolls


(1)

 i.

As children play between shadows & hours
in secret gardens with faces as flowers
until they frighten away
to refuge in the land of yore,
I drift amongst this house of dolls
with her lady of the moor marsh
grown old & fat to labour out the years.

Snow steeps with lilac twilight
a new moon courses in orange descent
in this our winter of content turned
To dolls eyes stare anticipating spring
knowing only they remain & that she
will protect them to her last drop of blood
stitched into their breasts congealing frayed
edges as the marsh lays concealing love nests
until kings & queens arise from the mire.

ii.

Blue reed & shadowy bush
Streak like an isle of glass
Down to the marsh.

My footsteps plough on through,
Behind softer footfalls fall
On paws of an unseen stalker

Skirting me in brush
To forage dangerous edges,
Where I dare not enter,

As the moon concealed 
in marsh cloud seems to blush
at man & beast desolate

In its soft & snowy hush;
But tonight it retains
Its sepulchral shrine,

Where only paws of beast may pass.
Daybreak will bring the thaw
& all will be as before - nevermore.

iii.

The yoked cart became a fiery chariot,
The trekking pony a fierce steed.
In the first flight in that appetite for blood,
Victory to be through death refreshed,
Warrior & steed became one in the battle.
Man & beast fused in life & death,
From the fallen rose the first song of liberty,
Warrior & steed had drunk their glory
Through the blood of their dead, their health.
The spirit of man had been born;
The crone cackled under the moon
For the hunting time had begun

& the inheritance passed down: 
Onto the beast, warrior & steed became one.

iv.

Nests in birch hang black bracken
Even as the buds begin.
The heart is a fleeing fawn
Falling from an emboldened moon
& love a rose upon a thorn
that when touched blood is drawn.

These are metaphors of the hour,
But all the years have fled to now
& in the coming of the light,
Love found & lost return to night
& though bitterness & scorn
Still lash in the fury of the storm,
Here in this breach remains the quest
That compels this passion until I rest.

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Riding the Beast


1.

i.

Phantom ancestors of the womb,
phantom ancestors of the tomb,
absence remaining, waiting on
the memories we’ve left behind
to be found, to be rediscovered:
the covered furniture in the room,
where you wait, belonging & alone,
knowing you must be remembered.

ii.

This Rock, Interminable Rock

Risen from the sea, this rock
holding the sky, earthbound rock,
hurtling comet as her face recedes,
as you enter, as first there is blood,
the odour of blood & then flood
in the cave as you drown
in a mouth devouring,
an eye seeing, an ear listening
on the crescendo of a wave, where the sea
shell speaks with the voice of the sea,

where the sea mares leave the waves
for the multiples skies which cascade,
falling, falling, separating, until at last
you find her at the pool, virgin born,
where she may go where so she will,
where she may be what so she will,
where you may never follow as she leaves,
where you can only wait her return,
bound on the interminable rock.

iii.

Fronds.

The hedgehog gets the scorpion,
The fox, the snake in the desert dawn.
A volcano gives birth to an oasis.
The Lakes of Triton turn to salt plains:
Diaspora to the sands & the seas.


2.

 i*

On St Patrics Evening  London 03.

How much is gonna blow -
     Being here, I gotta know
        Can’t just let it flow
            Gotta say no
Gotta know

How much is gonna blow -
    Life I’m told goes on
        We’re gonna be reborn
            After the explosion

The moon’s almost full now
    Tomorrow it will blow
        How much is gonna blow -

O St Patrick are you hearkening?
Are you there at the tavern door?
Today’s a day for celebration,
It’s just around the corner,
& we come not to the feast
but riding on the beast.

* Just before commencement of war in Iraq.

ii.*

Sunday Afternoon with Suibhne.

He undresses like an ostrich, plume
All & pilot brain,
As with the genial smile of the flea,
Mottled and scrawny of limb, he
Leaps into foam.

On the ceiling shadow fighters zoom,
Before, in blaze of pink fume,
A collage of explosions
The minarets adorn.

The Mughal hordes swoop down,
Down from the Ukraine,
No room for immigration,
On this Sunday afternoon.

* Just after commencement of war in Iraq

iii.

Sunday Afternoon with Suibhne. (ii)

Carnal carnivalesque on walls cavort
with stone age brain & chimpanzee heart.
Water, electricity & sewers,
desmene of rats, rabbit cats, ravenous
toads with kangaroo leaps, as
the elephants come trampling corn
& the locusts swarm through thin
blue & white walls in Ariel steam,
as spiders scurry to their crannies
abandoning molten dewy nets
with which he robes his naked self
in frail fronds, host to a house of ghosts.

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Karma.

1.

i.

Karma.*

Conflicts begin & end
Limits of this ephemeral world
In its womb of time,
Where none can tell what is held
As destiny in world of multiple illusion,
In world within world
Within world without end,
Where Divine Karma, La Musa,
Reveals in mirage infinite order,
Wherein we only seem to dream
& be dreamed within a dream,
To come & go & return again,
As do the sands in that light,
Which are our day & night.

*After E A Poe. Dream within a Dream.

ii.

Ancestral Echoes

Still & silent, yet with voice,
there in the walls, which I adorn,
waiting, listening. I here, you there,
I hear you there, you hear me here.

Both attending the rite, knowing,
calling from our distant tower tops
falling, between here & there, waiting,
in the breach, beyond reach, beyond
reach, waiting, as echoes do in mirrors.

iii.*

Teiresias speaks:

The thread you hold Eurydice,
unwind and rewind, does not release you nor him,
the one who stands before you as a God
to rescue you on a condition he will forget, forget you,
who will fade a faceless shade into the shades
from the world of light which reclaims him.

You dream the immanence on your brow
will fade for him where he calls you to return,
he is but the sun in your hair, where you blind him.

O Orpheus, Eurydice, queen of life in death,
once again draws you from the world of light,
where she had sent you, the furies beset you,
their voices pursue you, a firebrand beacon
to the sea’s final precipices, your head now
borne on the bier her maenads bear, as
caryatids of the underworld.

Orpheus speaks:

O Maenads, tear me limb to limb, I would
the mushroom flower in my brain as the crescendo
of a flame from which the moth knows no return
& I born to a moon, where no other days return.

*After Margaret Atwood’s section of poems on
Orpheus & Eurydice.

           iv.

Pathos : Ethos

Gilgamesh was not immortal made &
Condemned as a brave man to meet his coward.
Gilgamesh is not born a God
Because he had failed in paradise.

He was born a face on the moon,
Became the zodiac’s skeleton,
A faun in a womb,
An embryo to be born
& robes of flesh adorn.

He was born the Son of Time
& from his sacrifice was born
the Mysteries Elysian,
the White Bull Dionysian
& the Songs Orphian. 

The Son of Man is born
To a Virgin Moon
Ishtar is her name.

The Fall of the Tower of Babel,
A Sarcophagus in rubble,
& Byzantium is born.

Gilgamesh cut in two
The Whore of Babylon, but she
Like the severed worm
Ever grew again, her hydra headed fame.

War was in heaven between the deities,
Born were the epics of pantheons
& she to adorn
The Hydra Headed Whore of Babylon.

vi.
 
Song of Eurydice. *

He is my song & I listen at the window
with my candles, moths & butterflies,
in wind & rain or any season to his song,
naked in my white gown, calling me down.

His eyes always gleam,
in a face paler than the moon,
he sings of fire & ice,
or more radiant than the sun
of days without ending,
or of mists, where memories
return as rhapsodies
& again to echoes
whispering my name.

He is my love & he calls me down
to where he stands veined
in marble glistening sheen,
& I touch the silver of his heart,
the jasmine azure of his throat
& his marble lips of song
poured into me as a cauldron.
He has crowned me & kissed my foot,
bathed in my blood, suckled my breast,
he has been my lover who gave me no rest
& now in my hands I hold his severed head
& listen to his song, calling me down.

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Full bleed from the Milk


(1)

i.

Sappho versus Catullus

The one who stands before you
is alike to you as the one who
stands before you is alike like
the one who stands before you.
Neither of you saw what the other
saw as the mirror sealed your kiss.

But that kiss emptied the mirror
so that it saw not you alike, alike:
the mirror is an image of the dead.

ii.

Mounds of Ithcus

Out of the sky’s
Deep sea blue flint shingle
Shines on the steep Steppes
Mounds of ancient Ithcus.

Clouds shroud
Their burial grounds
In solitary wraifs.

Crystal quartz,       
Porpoise & sea cow waltz.
Coral isles attend their rites
Nearer than the sun’s rags
Through the dust of ages.
 
iii.

Cabo de Gata

Imp´s smile, impish malign,
A face black as soot beside
A tarred keel in a sandstorm.

Ash beach fills hair, eyes,
Clogs shoes, white waves,
A black dot in the void.

iv.

The Marriage of Heaven & Hell

I thought that life was but a con
that anti poetic education
had made biased version of history
& no secret was shared twixt you & me.
No secret that only a kiss could tell,
Where Sofía & Krysos harrowed hell.
Only Marriage of Harmony & Cadmus,
The forging fingers of Pythagoras.

The letters of Cadmus written both bold,
young: it´s the same story but we are old,
we can change but the story´s as so you see,
an improvement on myth & history.
Sofía & Krysos are still hidden,
So what! this is no Garden of Eden!

v.

Suibhne in a Waiting Room.

        Suspicious of tense
he suspends mood in abeyence,
his inhuman mirror self alien,
        & faces the onslaught
as he treks the milky way,
& then the real thing,

the shattered realities
        still coming & going,
a corpse in a waiting room
        watching its train depart,
the others despatching,
no longer responding to signals.

          3.

High Kite.(i)

i.

Day descends darkly
Entertaining hidden winds
Yet to be unleashed.

ii.

Leave O morning fly
For by twilight you will die
‘Neath another sky

iii.

August’s golden sun
Died in a blaze of glory
September’s bloom falls.

iv.

Full September moon
Waxes silver on silver
Birch Fly Agaric.

v.

High Kite (ii)


The glorious day
Burgeoning in golden haze
Again the same.
 
A one line poem
Whose middle in memory
Begins in ending.

The blue lemur hawk
High in the valley hovers
Over the buzzards.

vi.

Nettle seeds to wispy gray
Wilting in white hair.
Foliage nets gleaming elderberry,
White hawthorn blossom of May
Has blown away its lair
Leaving there the poisonous red berry
& blackberry ripens soon to be stricken:
Already, the fallen leaves dry in autumn.

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Diamonds for the Feast.


1.

i.

War came to my village today
As the children romped in the hay
As ignorant of its existence
As of the world beyond the ramparts
Of my ploughed fields.
They invaded from the skyline,
Which has always laid siege
At this door of toil & strife,
Swarming  down with sword & flame

Angered at the innocent fear in my children’s
Eyes, as I bow before my new conquerors,
Where they thirst on this sparse land
After the sweat & heat of battle. They pillaged
What they could, left some dead & went on.
My son takes the plough scanning the skyline,
Which is never true but for its dawn riders
Swooping down with banners of sword & flame.

ii.

Grazed with placid bullocks
& frisky hembras shinning amongst
granite & boulders, a mother´s eyes
benevolent, as we pass through as
their flesh eaters with the sun insane,
as mountain steppes call us down
to their remaining dust.

iii.

Last night the shuttered window
blew open & the moon burst full in,
the room was all moon.

Shadows of home plants
sucked from their leaves
blew through my eyes.

Today House Martins from Africa
swarm & dive on tiny wings a
beating tiny legs from atrophy.

iv.

Compare myself to Divinity, I do myself compare,
Under the sultry heated moon in fried tomato air.
More than Gilgamesh or wandering jew,  aeons I am fore now,
Yet still in rags and manacles, this night brings me with Thou.
How does this compare with Thou might beyond travail ?
From this solitary pen at window, how can I Thou all hale ?
& that today has yesterday & tomorrow to hold its fold,
It is but me Thou holdest, not I who Thou do hold, but bold.

Compare myself to Divinity, I do myself compare,
Nor may I not so, in any place or time, anywhere.
I am smitten but to struggle in vain Thou might to know,
Yet no less knowing these words were here before long ago
Before now as Thou would find me here  still unable to endure
The knowing of Thou knowing of me unknowing in the truer

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Part 2


Such is my Humanity
Titles for Hearts
Modes
Skylines




Such is my Humanity.


1.

i.

Sultry blue descends
Through slow cloud collide-divide
Into green torpor

ii.
                   
Sculptured heart’s veins
Leap from imprisoning wall
Capturing a heart

iii.

 Captured heart’s veins
 Leap from imprisoning wall
 Sculpturing a heart

iv.

May Song

Smell of nettle
Flush & fettle
Broth in kettle

Clouds a pack-in
Sleepy sheep swim
Green trees swing

Move the wind
Off the ground
Out of sound

Coming & going
Lawn needs mowing
Sky is blowing

May’s a day
Come what may
Let it lay

A merry green
In festal season
Watch out them!

Hidden in ivy
Skirting & skivey
Peeping out lively

They can stalk
Let them talk
We can walk

Hand in hand
Up the strand
On this land

Drink the mead
All you need
But take heed

May is May
Come what may
We say today

v.

White Hawthorn Moon.

Man on a moor,
Remembers it barren
Under a dagger sky,

Now as before,
Desolation in mutation:
Clouds pass by.

He buries the sky
& on legs of stone
Opens home’s door

To eves that sigh
The bowers are unladen
On the desolate moor.

2.

i.

Suibhne in towelled turban
& eve scent mutation
Contemplates the evanescent
Cities of light in bed coombed
Head & foot an exodus of wanderings
To the bizarre marching of apocrypha
The treasure of Jerusalem disappears
With emigration -  the Mughals in Herat
Convert from the Ukraine
Granada in India
Lawrence in Mesopotamia
Confusion to Robespierre & Napoleon
Capitals to the Guillotine
Chosen religions for chosen people
Secular despotism & soldiers of God
Riding the beast to the feast.

ii.

Such is my Humanity. (i.)

Searching humanness
To find the thread
To my tread,

Beyond fragrance
I dig for moss
On stained knees,

On slippery banks
That squelch beneath
Footless trees.

iii.

Such is my humanity. (ii.)

Mutton clouds huddled
Into blooded folds,
Sad bleats timid beat
In frightened eyes asleep.

A woolly flock to the slaughter are
Gathered for politics of carnivore,
Delivered with their shouts of dismay
To feed the stars to feed the day.

iv.

Suibhne more than erect on viagra falls
Flat on his back
She covers him with slow carnal sweat
Clouds billow send not know
For whom the bell tolls
Suibine doffs his hat
Releasing a spray of doves in her hair

v.

Suibhne Alone

Life has been a series
Of long term broken relationships
But the children’s descendants go on
To their royal icons, wrecker
Beacons, bonfires of vanities.
Suibine goes on with nosegays,*
& a nose as big as Catullus.

*Anonymous saying:
if the night has a thousand eyes
it has also five hundred noses.

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Titles for the Heart.


1.

i.

Monuments confined as shelf souvenirs seek titles for the heart.

ii.

On the threshold of visibility token policemen parade uniformity.

iii.

In the street the multitude are a  tamed jungle ruled by the forces
Of a woeful mythology & the peculiar presences which
Attend  this world & once magical word that time´s usury erodes.

* JLBorges. The Gold of Tigers. Preface to The Unending Rose.

iv.

Moon  through the window spot lights a  dust flecked stage to an invitation.

v.

Showboat at the fair, stars  ferment to popcorn seeking titles for hearts.
I watch in vain, the sail open as a rose & the deck its vine, again.*

* Old Ships. J E Flecker.

vi.

Tramontana in
Madrid light on light melts
Black into corners
Daylight flickers furtively
On the blade of Mack the Knife.

*Tramontana:  summer tempest.


vii.

Or is it really so,
Our ancestors wait in the valley,
Wait in the wind,
Waiting to give titles for hearts.

viii.

We forge in the fire
& withdraw to refine
The crafted sword,
That tomorrow will clash
In the tumult of blades.

ix.

We forge in the fire
& withdraw to refine
The crafted word,
That tomorrow will be a rose
A title for the heart & sword.


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Modes


1.

i.

A poem is more than
an aesthetic object
& less the world.


ii.

When the eye can be
so wide in the world
why does it shrink so!?

iii.

Anonymity
means everyone,
no friend to the stranger.

v.

Phased in & out
nature protects us,
but from what, ourselves

vi.

Skyward bound
the shadow from the bird,
here mine remains grounded.

vii.

Tea - heat water to
just before fish eyes pop - still
- to set free, slow pour.

viii.

Black carboned grey
pig iron ore is good,
it now depends on the tea.

ix.*

We have left the bones
to the scholars & taken
the cream for ourselves.

* imputed to Rumi.


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Skylines.


1.

i.


Sky Prelude.

High window skyline:
mountain darkness mixes in
city light´s distance.


From the mountain´s edge
purple clouds sail by a high
window wind rattles.

Purple cloud spectrum
blacks out in a high window,
now only the wind.

ii.

clouds resist the edge
not of sky or of water
but of vastness:

to each of the drops
every drop is a drop
to the ground:

skyline dives on the edge,
where clouds resist,
skyline, drinks:

vastness.

iii.

winter combines light:
familiar scenery
parts in difference.

dormant landscapes lay
slumbering dreaming  beneath
the window´s skyline,

obscure over
images summer lifted
only to dazzle.
 
2.

i.

Tankai.

coin in a fountain:
a splash, pool ripples, coin sinks,
there is no sound chink.
afference & efference
drawn to stillness, the coin blinks.

coin in a fountain:
it gleams beyond reach for alms,
children´s arms refract.
cascadence is the cadence,
airborne to water´s silence.

coin in a fountain:
i stare down  to the bottom,
face upon water.
the hand that spun the coin is
the sound of one hand clapping.

ii.

Under the silver
moon drink night´s water in shade,
embrace dawn & bloom.

iii.

Black chrome gleams silk sheen,
a black Madrid night shining
through African dust.

iv.

Pine on the Ridge.

Daybreaks & everyone is framed
as well as the exile who does not belong,
no one is chosen, no one is saved
& a single thought lacks to Marché on.
Those who weep be brave, your tears
are rivers & all rivers flow to the sea,
to the sea so far, to the sea so near
you on the shore, almost as solitary

as the ridge pine helpless before & against
the forces it rails over the valley below,
where its brothers stand  like paper saints.
Or perhaps your tears do not so flow
& only water them their years from fears
to escape from freedom once held so dear

ii.

Tanka

Monk in beggar’s rags
Meticulously copies
In ink word for word
In order not to forget
As our feet tread over him

iii.

Late Noon in Anton Martin.

Grey clouds daze drizzle .
Helicopters head off
in trajectory to Iraq .

We hang out of
our terraces & plants,
Sunday morning non church goers,

To wonder but not to cheer,
doves take off in the other direction
in grey clouds daze drizzle.


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Part 3

Dirge of the Ferryman.
Shades of Hades
Avalon

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Dirge of the Ferryman.

[A homage to Coleridge, whose writing on the mystical journey of Kubla Khan to Xanadu was interrupted by the arrival of the visitor from Porlock and lost except for a few extant verses]

(1)

i.

After lightning strikes it returns to the dark tremor from whence it issues,  its naked music unleashed for an instant on the concealed land which flees as a spectre through its light.

ii.

Those who reach the isles do in a blink of an eye.

iii.

You are within the mirror eye, a flash in eternity in a movement
beyond its existence, nearing the distance.

iv.

Glimpsing island boundaries with their cries of pass on
as they disappear concealed in flight.

v.

Darkness pierces your sight.

vi.

In the chasm  there are only echoes, where their voices once called now is yours alone, a shout in the abyss that none will hear but the echoes.


vii.

A river of blood must have bones, ballast for the barge & every crossing must be borne on its dirge & though none will be remembered, none are the same.

(2)

i.

Yet see those other seas, voyagers of the albatross to these same citadels, the same siren song that brings storm & lightning, brings also eternal  wandering for they are your three memories.

ii.

You follow in the footsteps the wind prints on your dreams & they follow you as they find you, in every turning there is doom but you cannot choose, for none are remembered after the isles.

iii.

The threshold is nigh, the instant awes, this is the crossing.

iv.

You are in the eye of the mirror a glass isle between earth & sky.

v.

Blink now.

vi.

In the virgin light scatter the nine calico moon masques of Scaramouch* from white to ash from ash to white on the wind.

vii.

White on the waters these are your tears in their passing as tears must fall.

(3)

i.

On this sea you hale all voyagers but none can see you for none but you can  see them.

ii.

They lay siege to the isles & the isles lay siege to them.

iii.

Already they walk among the ruins of Kubla Khan´s fallen Xanadu.

 iv.

These too, you must pass through.

v.

They hoist flag & sail on unknowing the fallen is borne with them,
unknowing even as they enter the portals of life again, lost.

vi.

Here stood Kubla Khan´s Xanadu fallen before you even in your reaching, or perhaps again arising on that next horizon before you.

vii.

Those who reach the isles do in a blink of an eye within the mirror eye,
a flash in eternity in a movement beyond its existence, nearing the distance,  for lightning strikes but to repeat the tremor of darkness to which it returns.

(4)

i.

Dirge of the Ferryman.

After lightning strikes it returns to the dark tremor from whence it issues,  its naked music unleashed for an instant  on the concealed land which flees as a spectre through  its light, those who reach he isles do so in a blink of an  eye within the mirror eye, a flash in eternity in a movement beyond its existence, nearing the distance. Darkness pierces sight in the mirror eye,  a glass isle between earth & sky in the blink of an eye. You follow in the footsteps the wind prints on your dreams & they follow you as they find you, in every turning there is doom  but you cannot choose for none are remembered after the isles. Those who reach the isles do so in a blink of an eye within the mirror eye, a flash in eternity in a movement beyond its existence, nearing the distance,  for lightning strikes but to repeat the tremor of darkness to which it returns.

* Scaramouch : scared white clown´s masqe

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Shades of Hades.

1.
 
i.

Shades of Hades*

Do Shades of Hades
speak undead words,
through yet still fears,
through yet desires,
that to human ears
cannot be heard?

Only human blood
can freshen oracle lips
to speak live words
to human heart´s need,
where the undead sip.

& those who would
pursue those words
to the domain of the undead,
even as the shade fades
until no more
their blood is tasted,
knows the place the undead
have waited,
knows the place of nevermore.

ii.

A Vampire`s Dream

Waving your hair, your anarchist look
You gaze into an image
immersed in a radiance greater than its own.
You paint the moon on water,
an eye swallowed in a mirror.
You follow the eye of the wall
following you, you turn on it,
a faceless face, as it turned on you.
The stage is set, it is blood you seek
to shadows which as echoes seek to embrace.
Eternal return of the shade, blood,
kiss me hard.
I am the vamp, its clinging lamp,
I am the pyre, phoenix & dust.
I am tides & blood & moon
& I will come again my love
like a red red rose of an abyss
when all the seas gang dry
& the rock melts into the sand
Let me dream of loving you
and disappearing.

           iii.

Body Schizoid

It is just a body on a street street
but an incurable schizophrenic.
Just a man or woman found stuck in a jam,
the rustle in the window dresser´s pane,
wasn´t at all meant to agitate him
& the secret whispers as she passes
Will never be destiny's prophecies,
Nor eyes that look a body up & down
Wore not before it a neurotic frown.
Just a corporeal body's breathing mass,
a jelly roll in a prawn cocktail glass,
lugubrious & glaucous in  dance macabre
transparently concealed in shadowy shard,
bodies in incurable loneliness.

iv.

The Scorn of Homer.

Overhead the Gods stood, Lords of the dead, the living dead, the undead,
the unborn, the reborn, all of mortal man & his woman.

The Gods had Bedlam for dinner at the Pantheon, they played
at dice & lost their thrones, they bought & sold each others homes & names.

Cattle fen raider clans that traded as well, their babes &  women.

Until being all met at the great conference The Althing
they spoke again their names from the ancient runes being certain
of incarnation, but the joke was on them, there was nobody there
to bluff, they were the buffoons, the jokers, the cards, stakeholders & shares.

And they stood overhead, lords of the dead, the living dead, the undead,
the unborn, the reborn, all of mortal man & his woman.

Their kingdoms have gone, their kingdoms come,  pirates are trespassers.

There has arisen one voice that speaks for everyone in the Name
of the Face that by not even the Son of Man can be seen.

In the Name of the One whose Name cannot be uttered, a Name
so secret written it cannot be let out but consumes all
other names to nothingness, so it is now & evermore will be.

But even until the last Trojan of Aenid, of Albion,
my mark will be upon them: Troy has fallen for no other
cause than prophecy when Cassandra´s oracle were overthrown.

v.

Under the Volcano*

At gallows crossroads a ghost accompanies a ghost to its home.
A creaking tavern sign swinging to & fro in the rain mist.
When the light is on the rabbit does it know death´s near it´s neck!?
Daybreak binds an interrupted interval into memory.
The hand is worn that holds a lifeless form surrendered to dawn.
In the rain still uncertain which way to go dawn is creaking.
Bounded in the frame ghost at home swings, to & fro in the rain.
The other goes off into Picaresque scenario.

Bucolic landscape, gaunt on the skyline, lean, hungry & mean.
The valley people exclaim he has gone to the volcano.
The world spirals into a twin, the tavern sign grins, dawn creaks.
To & fro, under the volcano, the people come & go.
A phantom on the summit without a conjuring trick, lo,
what will he do, but out of the volcano give them his shoe.

*  Empedocles  disappeared in flames on Mount Aetna to confirm the report he had
become a God: the volcano threw up one of his bronze slippers: * Hephaistos Greek,
Fire & forge God, Vulcanus by the Romans who held he had his forge on Mount Etna,
hence volcano, one story he is cuckold & nets the adulterous couple for the Gods to
witness, hence each has contributed a form of his or her name to the English vocabulary.  

vi.

Describe Adonis.

In red anemone let Adonis come
whence of his anointed blood have so sprung
from gored loin wild boar Syrian.
The Nile has bled her menstruation,
on her mire the swineherd has trodden,
scattered & harvest threshed the seed & corn,
consecrated it in Astarte´s name,
her Byblos temple of red anemone.

She who will suckle him from her nipple,
red as anemones, milk of life & death,
whose lips of blood & wine kiss fickleless
from the moon the sun born child´s full
face, together embraced in red anemones,
as the bards song of the ages is sung.


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Avalon


1.

i.

The Weather Vane.

so vulnerable
the spire weather vane,
the plague has been.

a compass warp
in kaleidoscope
spectrum, wrecker’s beacon,

ave chaos flocks
where skies revolve
over its vaulted arches.

now only the dead
bear witness for
the living to be born.

to haunt it again
with an inevitable
memory,

so frail the weather vane,
those who must follow,
its breast borne flight

threading their sign
on the dizzying vane,
where the ave swarm.

ii.

Fair Shire.

o’er marsh reed
shadow pole skim
sedge, waterwalker.

phantom & slim
spidery limb in the gloam’s
fair shire fetch.

shadow pole coracle,
daub & wattle,
to the water’s edge.

through flute reeds
i call o’er ridge & weir
forth waterwalker

from the land of yore,
of hut & coracle
& shadow pole.

keeper of your lady’s isles,
bear me there
across the waters

murk & clear,
through burnished
copper golden briar skiv me

to my lyre, through
the land of many colours
to her shore,

to her smile, for
you waterwalker
from this fair shire.

iii.

Avalon*

white moon, wrapped
in your night, stars rain
down & clouds obliterate.

lone moon of seasons´
stations, i am seed
born of a darkness

darker than your night,
sprung from earth´s womb
in aurora to twilight gloam.

drawn through aethernyx
your mind´s vortices,
kissed by your lady

white, i become through
earth, air, water, flame
the ages i have

been & ages
to come, celestial
dragon voyage.

* After the Lady of Avalon, a novel trilogy by Marion Zimmer Bradley.

iv.

Quatrain

in the shire white horses nine
arcadian arcana hidden
the poet´s revelation divine
leucippe across the styx ridden

v.

Gloss 1
[In the manner of L. Mª Panero]*
[insert art: Goya's painting entitled
"Saturn devours his children" (XIXth c.)]

The hypocritical repression of pleasure

At last accursed old man
Time & Death will triumph over thee
the swallows of spring will triumph over thee

 & thee who sought only thy solitude
will encounter it within the green smoke of ruins.

Accursed father who sends to death
the hope of that which could have been & never will
& I must kill thee so that thou may not kindle that hope again
& must make thee taste the bitterness thou served
within the gentle waves of sweet embrace.

& though the prophecy will never be fufilled
let us now repose my ill fated old man
beneath a moon who will suck up thy blood.

Translated by Amparo Arróspide.  "La supresión hipócrita del gozo"*

Gloss II*

Saturn devours his children.
Age thou have been overthrown
from thy tyranny over death & time,
over the swallows of spring.
Thou who once ruled supreme
behold now the how the lone
& level sands ebb,*
the heart that mocked, the hand that fed,*

The prophecy over thy blood shed,
thy children who crawl out of thy head.
Only I now supreme remain & all reign,
I who cast thee down by lightning flame,
sun & moon, day & night,  are but my domain,
that serve beneath the thunderbolt of my acclaim.

 * My name is Ozymandias, king of kings
look on my works ye mighty and despair.
Percy B Shelly.

 vi.

Mirage.

The mirage shifts,
as though between walls of glass,
shimmering air

to a threshold
yet withheld, a mirror
that shatters into

kaleidoscopic
fragments that swirl
together again as

before, a window word,
on a world restored,
but cracked & flawed.

vii.

Knitted mists weave
three memories past,
present, future in one.

Muse of the word
within me, running
syllables, mnenomic

Key to catalyze
mind´s transformation
through mirage from a world´s

Preserved yet, yet
distorted form from yore´s
ancient mysteries

To a world found
redefined beyond
the veils of Avalon.


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ROBIN OUZMAN HISLOP:

       
About the author:::: His travels have led him to live in Scotland, Scandinavia, Spain & The East. At present he resides in  South Yorkshire, UK.   He started as Resident Poet with Poetry life and Times in 2005 & took over editorship together with Spanish poetess Amparo Arrospide from Sara Russell in May 2006.  He began After the Cave, the Comet in 2003 travelling mid winter to Denmark, it is not completely chronological, but fills the year, season wise being written in Denmark, UK & Spain 2004.